Back and forth back and forth I drive, down, down, down, goes the needle on my dashboard telling me I need to scrounge up some more cash to fill my tank soon. Geesh..it never ends.
Life is like a vapor, poof! and its gone! I find myself reflecting on this more and more often lately. What am I doing with my time and is it even productive? What will I be able to say when I stand before my Heavenly father on that glorious day? Will I hear "Well done thy good and faithful servant"?
Everyday I take things into my own hands thinking that I can actually solve them. I mean really?
Will I get into PT school? We will see..only God knows. But something reminded me that I am not in control..Something that told me I need to get over my fear.
You know that feeling when you walk into a completely dark room and you can't even begin to see your hand in front of you, all you can do is scurry around and frantically look for the light switch that wasn't in the same place it was last time...as your heart drops a little and the fear of someone standing right there when you turn on the light crosses your mind. You start to inch around a little but you have no idea what is in front of you or beside you and you can only hope that you find that stinking light switch. You are temporarily blinded.
Well, thats me, that little flutter and slightly rapid heart beat is the feeling I have right now about my life. I am waiting to find that light switch so I can see what I am supposed to do. But I am quickly reminded that I am not my own, and I am called to be entirely His.
Let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing —James 1:4
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own;20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
Being entirely His....
No comments:
Post a Comment